To be fulfilled:
trust more - and for me, this is the quality of emptiness with most promise, that the page holds mystery that will reveal itself through words, if only I am patient. So I trust that every page is ready to be fulfilled, that we meet now in shared space, my own emptiness matched to its promise.
both ready to be fulfilled.
in truth, emptiness holds no qualities but my own, it's unconditional in the reflection that it offers and I bring myself in every fault and glory to its hold. To see, an honest seeing, is to come to certain terms with what's found - and through this I find that it all belongs. Emptiness is my own honesty, no less my true reflection as any quality brought before it.
it is simply myself before reflection.
and after too, it seems - for there is no quality that's removed from the emptiness of its surroundings, no meaning without a silent understanding. I exist as emptiness fulfilled. And my fulfillment, my life expressed in unique personal, qualities - is not separate from its empty hold. It's all one thing, emerging, and the silent wait for what's to emerge.
something and nothing at once.
it's not a paradox, but only reality in working order - spacious fulfilled and always room for more, never ending in the creativeness of its expression. This is what I've come to trust, that I am of design to be creative, emptiness given voice and pen and that something of value, if only to me, will come to be expressed.
and so I write - my trust fulfilled.
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Peace, Eric
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