Meaningless World

Meaningless world:

and the meaning is always and only love, that's it completely, and no other meaning exist aside from this reality. That's the simplicity of the early lessons in A Course in miracles, to first unravel our belief in the meaningless world that the ego has created -

and then to see that only love itself is real. 

that's it. 

the true meaning of the world...is always, only,

love.

and so we proceed from there, allowing love to now dictate the message, unconcerned with the trivial chase of meaningless things. Our mission is to heal a fractured world, our only purpose is to love. Nothing else will ever bring us to fulfillment. It's how we finally reveal meaning to ourselves and others, through reversing a world inherited from ego and then revealing the very fabric of love that has always existed underneath, sensed, yet mostly unnoticed through the busyness of living.

until now.

God did not create a meaningless world. 

we did.

ego.

but the world we see is an illusion, real in the sense of it's sorrow and pain, it's brief joys, and the objects that we perceive. Yet illusory just the same. We only see reality by dismissing what is unreal,the meaningless, all that is ever changing, forgiving each unloving that traps us in the ego. 

it's not about belief.

it's about finally knowing, seeing...

only love is real. 

and nothing unreal exist.

~

Peace, Eric 

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Impetus

Impetus: 

the impetus for A Course in Miracles began with a simple question between the scribe, Helen Schucman and her colleague William Thetford - "there must be a better way?" he asked her, and that was somehow the beginning of an extraordinary flow words that were dictated to Helen over the next several years. The Course itself claims this is the voice of Jesus offering a correction to his original words, clearing away the clouds of mistaken perceptions surrounding his teaching. Regardless if this is true or not, the Course does a remarkable job of liberating our minds from the tyranny of the ego. 

but only if we ask for a better way.

we all have our own impetus for change, emotional trauma for some, physical pain, and for so many of us, simply reaching a point of quiet despair concerning everyday life. We just finally reach a point where the only question asked is the same as Thetford's - 

there has to be a better way.

and there is.

but only if we ask for the possibility of one.

that's the impetus of our greatest change, simply asking.

nothing more.

and then to listen to the quiet voice...

providing us the answer. 

~

Peace, Eric 

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Smallest Act

Smallest act: 

how easy it is to be kind, it's a natural, instinctive urge to cooperate with others, and yet it's now been stifled and less expressed through the age of social media. It's easier to be clever and cruel apparently, or at least it sometimes seems that way. But we can reverse the trend, returning to the easiest path of kindness and extending love to others. 

it's just one mindful act away.

repeated often.

until the world is changed.

here's the thing, we believe that social media keeps us anonymous, our true self hidden from others, and that we're able to get away with just a little bit of cruelty. But in actuality we're really more exposed, our masks slip aside and the world sees the fear of our projections. Every mindless act is the ego's stance of separation, a yell for recognition at how special we believe we are. It's also a cry for help, asking someone, anyone, for the smallest act of kindness so the facade of cruelty can be laid aside. So with this, each gesture of love we offer in return to others is an opportunity to heal the world.

one person at a time. 

repeated often.

even if it seems to take forever.

but in reality, one person healed, one small gesture of love returned against pettiness and cruelty - completely mends a fractured world. We just don't see it yet. That's the nature of faith, knowing that the small takes care of the large, one person represents the whole, and that eternity of found right now. There's no other place, no other time...no others.

and so the smallest act of kindness -

heals the world.

~

Peace, Eric 

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Forgiven World

Forgiven world: 

the forgiven world, so beautiful in appearance, shimmering in the light of grace and love. This an image given to us in chapter 17 of A Course in Miracle, that at a certain point through our continuous practice of forgiveness - the real world emerges from the haze of our fearful perceptions. We've healed our every projection and reality shines through. 

a forgiven world is seen...at last.

is it possible? 

I don't know, and I'm not even sure it matters. My own small world is now transformed, slightly so right now, but still significant in appearance and how I navigate through it. The amazing thing is how easy it is, almost effortless in a way, and it's because life is still happening, plenty of things still call for me to instantly forgive. So I've had plenty of practice. We all our work to do. And life makes sure that we'll always be able to perfect our craft of forgiveness.

yet each moment of forgiveness, every instant given to the sake of love - and a bit more of that holy light shines through. I see it often now, a soft illumination guides me on my way. I sense a hidden beauty just beneath the harshness of my initial perceptions of some events, situation, and yes, still, even certain people. Slowly, slowly...there's a seeing of a forgiven world.

and a light that calls for me to continue.

one moment at a time.

~

Peace, Eric

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Stories

Stories: 

at this point in my life I'm done with stories, or at least getting myself overly involved in the stories of the world. By this I don't mean to imply that I don't care for others and their concerns. It's that things have simplified for me considerably, joyfully so, and I find myself forgiving easier, returning love to pretty much all that's offered, and more ready to let go of everything that doesn't seem to serve me. There's just no need to over complicate my life with stories.

not even a better one.

and that's what often seems to happen, we upgrade, believing that another belief or philosophy will bring us freedom. We're chasing truth at the cost of joy, adding layers of stories to already existing stories, and then complicating the simplicity of the present moment. This is feeding a spiritual addiction that only keeps us trapped within another story, always expanding to hold one more secret truth that fails to truly set us free. 

the truth is - there is no better story

just a different one.

and joy is only found right now.

this moment.

alone.

so with this, at a certain point in my life, there has a comes a great surrender, relinquishing story after story, letting go of versions of truth and settling into a life of continuous forgiveness.Everything else has remained the same, meditation and yoga still a joyful practice, and I'm open to explore different stories than my own. I just don't buy into them, no version of truth is more vital than what's found within a moment of real forgiveness. 

and that's what always brings me home.

it's the peace of letting go.

forgiving along the way.

~

Peace, Eric 

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A New Cosmology

A new Cosmology:

if we need a cosmology, a story of the world's creation and why things are the way they are right now, then A Course in Miracles provides one that has a certain logic. The great metaphysical question that sparks an inner fire to question God is why create a world of such violence and discord? A world that allows for children to starve and so many people to suffer? 

and the answer is -

God didn't create this world.

we did.

a brief thought of separation crept into the seamlessness of reality and caused a rift. But only as a dream, a nightmare really, an ego's birth and then it's vision of a world. God had nothing to do with it - then or now. It's all an illusion, yet obviously a persistence one. So God is blameless, and of course, so are we, it would be ridiculous to blame a character of a dream for its content. 

so we are guiltless.

innocent.

fast a asleep within the infinite embrace of God.

dreaming of chaos.

and it's about time that we awake.

how?

through forgiveness and the extension of love, by refusing to blame another guiltless dream character for the condition of the world. We even forgive ourselves for the illusory version of God that we created and open ourselves once more to divine presence, the reality of God, oneness expressed though unconditional love. That's how we wake up. Simple. But not easy. Because again, the dream's persistent, lulling us continuously back to sleep. 

yet reality is more persistent still. 

it's a re-awakening into love.

a brand new cosmology...

happening right now. 

~

Peace, Eric 

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Grace of the Page

Grace of the page: 

it's the same forgiveness that's offered by the page each day, a return to the grace of its emptiness so that a new story can be told again. Yes, very often it seems that the very same story is repeated, or perhaps with just words arranged a different way and there's hope that no one will notice. 

yet true forgiveness looks beyond the words and story. 

always to the grace of the page.

this original innocence that allows each story to be told. 

and it's here our faith is offered.

~

Peace, Eric 

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A Different Way

A different way:

here's the tough one, and it's still not easy for me to answer or explain - how do we forgive the truly unforgivable, those horrendous acts that so often occur against each other, violence and war? And the answer is, that we don't, it's beyond us, we're not yet at that level of being able to forgive. 

or, at least, I'm not.

but I'm willing to surrender it to something or some that is. 

what's asked for, prayed for really, is the grace of this surrender, that we can turn the whole matter, whatever it might be, over to God. We pray to see the event or person in a different light altogether, one that is untainted by our own perceptions. 

a return to innocence. 

of course it's difficult, no one has ever said that forgiveness is easy. Not at first at least. But that's only because we're addicted to a certain way of thinking, we're addicted to the fear and guilt that's so deep within the mind that we're hardly aware that it exists at all. Yet our addictions run the entire show, our world is seen though the lens of fear, projected outward and showing us a life that's filled with all sorts of unforgivable things. And as it is with all addictions, the only way to truly heal is to surrender to the grace of a higher power - a force of love existing beyond the ego. 

forgiveness is always of the spirit. 

so that's what we ask for...

grace.

and through this, 

we see the world a different way/

~

Peace, Eric

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Teach Only Love

Teach only love: 

there comes a directive, straightforward, and only a little explanation needed - teach only love, for love is what you are. That's it, simple, and all we really need to know is that we're already teaching, we're demonstrating a fear inspired lifestyle by our refusal to forgive. Except, of course, we don't truly know that we're teachers, we believe that this is the only way in which to live. 

but it isn't.

here's the second way of teaching, simply believe, even slightly, that there's a better, happier, and more freeing way to live. Then ask for help for this to be shown. After that - we just surrender, giving all of our thoughts of grievance, resentment, and judgments to a greater power than the ego. Some traditions might call this the Holy Spirit, perhaps we hand things over to Jesus directly, maybe Krishna or the Tao. It doesn't matter, they're all labels for the undivided love that is our reality. 

we teach...by learning to go. 

each barrier to our joy is given away, repeatedly, as often they appear and reappear. Forgiveness becomes a joyful experience of freedom, that yes, even this, can be let go of - 

and that indeed...

we can teach only love through our surrender. 

~

Peace, Eric

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A Small Willingness

A small willingness: 

it comes down to being willing, just a small willingness to surrender to something greater than myself and then to allow the will of God to take over. What I'm asking for here is a better plan than mine alone, knowing that my ego has lead me too far away from God and that now I'm willing to return. The word God, at least for the sake of this prose, is synonymous with love, it stands for peacefulness itself, holiness, and even this is just a choice description. 

God is the actuality of my surrender.

reality.

so with this, there's a willingness now, small, just the slightest urge to give myself away and experience a far larger love then the ego now allows. It's a greater reality than I see right now. But I'm willing to see it, and this small willingness creates a void in which a holiness rushes in, filling me with love, a peace beyond understanding...the reality of God.

 and all it took was a small willingness to surrender. 

~

Peace, Eric 

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Answer to My Every Prayer

Answer to my every prayer: 

recently, and surprisingly,I find myself doing something I haven't done since I was a child - I'm praying in a very sincere and straight forward manner, asking for guidance and change in the way I presently view the world. This is a prayer of humbleness, stating that I don't the answers, any, not on anything of truly great importance, and that I now wish to surrender my best thoughts and opinions for a far greater intelligence than my own. 

I'm praying for a miracle to occur.

a miracle here is a mind shift, that there is, indeed, another way to see the world, a different view point that I keep missing in an insistence to have my demands met. The miracle is asking that I humble myself to silence, listening, and allowing the quiet voice of love to speak. Finally. I've hushed this voice for quite sometime, believing so much in my own opinion, giving ego sway to all my concerns. My prayers are always answered, immediately so -

and the answer itself is silence. 

of course it's not what my ego wishes to hear.

but if I'm patient,

sitting through silence just a bit longer than the ego's willing, a miracle occurs. I'm gifted with my own surrender, a sigh that comes through relief and relinquishment of my insistence. Presence is revealed, divine, that great intelligence that guides my blood to flow through every vein, directs heart to pump and my lungs to draw air. 

the miracle is that I find true holiness within.

I hear the only voice of God.

silence. 

always speaking love.

and the answer to my every prayer.

~

Peace, Eric 

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Infinitely More Joyful

Infinitely more joyful; 

things will still happen, good and bad, and life continues to present itself through both joy and sorrow. Yet it seems different now, a subtle shift has occurred, and I'm finding myself far more relaxed to these daily challenges. In yoga, karma is seen as simply the consequence to infinite effects, life is motion, and there's no punishment here, just results naturally unfolding. A better, more fulfilled life, is brought about by addressing the cause to these events, not chasing down each effect for correction, but going straight to the source, being mindful of our thoughts and actions. 

more so, and how it seems to me right now..

is that I'm asked to be kind.

to forgive. 

this isn't an escape from karma, it's not bypassing any event or situation by forcing myself to see them through a new light. It's just seeing the truth that things are unfolding in the only way they're able to right now, and that my best response is to accept, forgive, and extend myself as love. From here, everything changes on its own, as it always does of course, yet I am less involved in any forceful way, there's less of an attempt to bend the world to fit my own particular demands.

I'm more relaxed.

kinder.

and forgiving.

the true cause, is always fear, it's projected outward to the world and that's the life we're given. Or it is until we see things clearly. We can transcend karma through forgiveness. It's that simple, and actually, it becomes joyful, life being filled with opportunities to offer only love. That's the value of forgiveness, a return to the innocence of the present moment where we're completely free of karma. Our salvation is truly at hand, right now, through whatever situation that's unfolding. 

yes, things will still happen.

they always will.

yet everything is different now...

we're able to forgive.

and life in infinitely more joyful. 

~

Peace, Eric,

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A Great Discovery

A great discovery: 

my one great discovery is this - that there's a way of seeing everything as having a purpose to serve me well and bring me to the realization that only love is real. Every relationship has this potential, my misfortunes too, nothing is excluded from this awakening. This doesn't bypass pain, it's not denying any suffering involved. No, this is more of an alchemical process of embracing all that's offered and simply forgiving the moment entirely, not seeking to transcend, but allowing it to be transformed through clear acceptance. 

it's nothing less than a miracles.

and all that's required is to ask for one.

a miracle here is to request a different mindset, surrendering my position as hostage to ego and allowing myself to be host to unconditional love. It certainly sounds like a tall order, almost impossible sometimes. Yet life will consistently give me practice, moments where I can correct my mis-perception through the process of forgiveness. A Course in Miracles provides a simple process - if there is pain, discomfort of any degree, then fear is present and the only remedy is love. 

that's the entirety of forgiveness...

replacing the illusion of fear,

with the reality of love. 

indeed, 

a great discovery,

 and now I have a lifetime to practice. 

~

Peace, Eric

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An Easy Path

an easy path:

it's an easy path for me now, mindful without real effort, and the only real focus is on checking in with my emotions, a quick scan of thoughts when I find myself experiencing fear in any of its myriad forms. From this point on, it's just about forgiveness.

that's all. 

of course it took awhile to get here.

there's a line in A Course in Miracles that struck me deeply, chapter 11, where we're asked if we'd rather be host to God or hostage to ego. As I've spent a lifetime being held hostage to my ego's demands of resentment, judgement, and grievances - it seemed the right moment to try another plan, something kinder to myself and others. It was as simple as that, really, and although I had probably read that line a hundred times or more, for whatever reason now, 

I was ready.

chapter 6 of the Course offers another take on this, that in any moment we are either choosing crucifixion or resurrection, fear or love, grievance or forgiveness -  and this might be the entirety of our freewill, the only choice truly have. But first we need to able to see this, to know that peace is indeed an option, or more aptly, available as a present reality. 

and then...it's just a simple matter of choosing.

as often as needed.

an easy path,

with a lifetime of practice. 

~

Peace, Eric 

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A Path of Miracles

A Path of Miracles: 

over 30 years working with A Course in Miracles and it suddenly feels brand new to be, alive, and full of meaning, as if those previous decades were just preparation for bringing me to this very moment. It's not so much that I understand things in a deeper fashion, but that I am finally ready to let go of all the concepts and simply live my life in full surrender to forgiveness. 

it's always been my path. 

and now I truly know. 

finally. 

I think it's because I'm on somewhat of an edge right now, there's a present fear in life that's keener than ever before. I'm treading a line of loss and sorrow on one side and the complete unknown on the other. Yet somehow, beyond my understanding, there's a feeling that I'm being held, aided in my balance, and that if I should fall, well then, a gift of flight would be provided. 

this isn't a false confidence that I cannot fail, nor a belief that I'm on some gilded path of miracles. It's just a deep faith in life itself, that everything is always alright and that I only need to surrender my fearful thoughts as they continuously appear, forgiving my missteps along the way.

perhaps, then, it is a path of miracles. 

indeed.

~

Peace, Eric 

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A Single Line

A Single Line: 

sometimes I'm struck by a single line or statement, a succinct teaching that sums up years of study and self-reflection to the point that I need go no further in my practice. These are just the right pointers that bring me to a deep understanding, intuitively knowing that I've stumbled upon an all important truth. There's such a line in Lesson 8 from A Course in Miracles, and I'm sure I've read it many times before through decades worth of reviews - but in this particular moment, for whatever reasons, it resonated as it never had before, delivering me to a profound silence, a pause of my every thought: 

from Lesson 8

the one truly whole thought that one can have about the past is that it's not here.

that was it, and it was enough to briefly stop my world, causing everything, past and future, to disappear for what can only be called a holy instant. All that remained was the present, just a moment untouched by any sense of time. Of course thoughts soon returned to analyze the whole affair, adding terms to clarify it as an experience, marveling at the after effects that still lingered. 

it seems I'd stumbled upon a knowing of a truth.

this actually happens quite often, especially with contemplative reading, slowing allowing just the right words to reach me, not so much a study as absorbing an ancient wisdom that was simply waiting s here for me all along. The rest of Lesson 8 is equally profound, with the following line bringing the point clearly home - that to thing about the past at all is therefore to thing upon an illusion. This is why I continuously study the Course, it's not to learn, but to remember the things I already know yet have somehow slightly forgotten, brushed aside through the ego's wish to know more than what this teaching offers.

sometimes though, with just a single line...

it's all that needed for my return. 

~

Peace, Eric 

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Happy Learner

Happy Learner: 

these past few election cycles have taught me the impossibility of any attack thoughts residing within a peaceful mind. Above all, I want peace. This, of course, doesn't mean ignoring conditions of the world and refusing to take an active role in making it a better place for all to live. Yet it also doesn't call for my involvement in any of the turmoil, confusion, or attack on others that is so currently prevalent within our political system. What's called for, at least for me, is a recognition that things are this way because these thoughts are present within my mind.

my thoughts project the world I perceive. 

and so I am called to heal.

but only my own mind.

this is also true on a smaller level, not just politics, my own life is filled with moments that offer an opportunity to heal. This is continuous forgiveness, no chance encounters, every person and situation provides me a moment to heal, extend love, and examine my projections. If I perceive attack in any way then I know that my ego was overly involved. This then, becomes just another healing moment, a holy instant where I forgive myself in the gentlest fashion without remorse nor reprimand. 

another opportunity to heal. 

and these moments are endless. 

so these days of politics and social media are intense lessons of forgiveness for me, graduate school for a slow learner such as myself. It's also joyful. I find myself now, mostly so, a happy learner, developing a keen sense of surrender, and allowing myself to be guided through each lesson that arrives. I'm not alone in this, there's a greater intelligence involved and I'm more than willing to turn my thoughts over to this guide. My own thoughts, ego, certainly haven't brought me very far.

so with this, at this point, 

I find myself content,

joyful even...

..to simply be a happy learner. 

~

Peace, Eric

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Stories

Stories: 

each morning I'm greeted by a blank screen that promises to hold whatever words that might arrive to me, nothing lingers from the past day's writing, it's a fresh gift of pure potentiality. So too is the nature of forgiveness, it erases those lingering effects of every past day, allowing me to begin my day with new inspiration to give to the page. 

we are stories that we tell to each other.

and forgiveness is the gift for a better story to be told.

or better still,

to simply love ourselves, 

and others,

free of any story.

simply as we are right now.

~

Peace, Eric 

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Does God Have a Hero?

Does God Have a Hero? 

over 25 years ago I wrote a little handbook for myself. I titled the book Does God Have a Hero? and it was meant to be a guide for the upcoming years of sobriety, a decade of heavy drinking fresh behind me, and I was ready for some guidance greater than my own. For me, the title signified a life of service and forgiveness, after sitting in meditation one morning, feeling lost and unsure of direction - I asked God for my path to be revealed and the answer received was an intuitive poem.

does god have a hero?

soon after a series of essays followed, one for each stanza, and indeed, it felt like a guidebook for me, a clear direction with my new gift of sobriety. My talk of God and guidance shouldn't be confused with any religious views or sense, this wasn't channeled material from a higher realm or spirit-guide. It was just compassionate common sense from a part of me that had been long blocked off through fearful living. It was, and still is, the voice of God through my own best understanding. 

it was heart speaking directly to me.

and I was finally ready to listen.

in a sales sense, the book didn't do so well, published through one of the first print on demand houses, and with no funds for promotion, only a few people have ever read it. Yet it's my book, inspired, and it's message has been well lived by me. Not always successfully so, but the effort was always there to live by the loving guidelines provided. 

so does God have a hero?

I don't know. 

but I live my life as if it's so, 

compassionately, with deep care for others, practicing forgiveness. 

and that's enough for me,

even after 25 years.

~

Peace, Eric 

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Imagine

Imagine: 

imagine what we would look like in the absence of description, no mirrors to reflect an image, without photos to offer us any proof of how others say we are. There would be nothing to compare us to and no contrast to be shown. Imagine, just for a moment, that we existed just as we are, complete and perfect in the eyes of God, our self-value unable to be measured by the standards of others - 

how then would we truly appear?

we would be beautiful...

and indeed, 

we are.

don't let the world convince you otherwise.

~

Peace, Eric 

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A Quiet Place

A quiet place: 

my goals have been simplified, down to one really -  just a wish to be a quiet place of receiving whatever comes to me, with grievances no longer being held, and everything instantly forgiven in the very moment of their witness, 

to be a quiet place where only love is found. 

it's with this that I believe my every need is met, that I live by the hand of grace and display a truly grateful heart for everything received. A tall order indeed, maybe even seen as ambitious in a way. Except that all of this already in order, being what I am in my most basic sense of being. Only my thoughts keep from this realization, believing myself separate from my original source, lacking in some specific and yet still undermined way. My life now is one of emptying myself of all falsity, letting go of blinders that keep me bound to these previous state of affairs. 

 it seems like I'm preparing myself for something unknown,

something mysterious,

and yet somehow...intimately familiar as well. 

as if I'm returning home. 

finally. 

~

Peace, Eric 

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I resign

I resign: 

it's at this point that I resign, admitting that I don't know my own best interest and turning everything over to a greater intelligence than my own. Up until now it feels as if my every decision has been wrong, determined by a demand for a sort of happiness that is at best fleeting and more aptly seen as completely misguided. My goal has been to always please the ego, an illusory affair of wants and demands, petty grievances and long held resentments. 

something deeper within, 

a greater intelligence,

tells me I'm better than that...

and now, finally...

I'm listening.

and this is my trues voice that I now turn to, being the very same intelligence that has guided constellations into arrangement, influences both moon and tide, and stirred a whispered word of expansion into the Big Bang of our existence. I place my trust here, willing to listen, and more so, to resign from my every previous belief that keeps me trapped within illusion. 

I give up,

surrendering myself to this...

an intelligence far greater than my own.

I give myself to love.

~

Peace, Eric 

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When Owls Call

When owls call: 

it's almost 4:00 and just a slight distance from my office window there's a barred owl sounding it's wild September call, only briefest silence, a reply is offered, a conversation now that stirs me deeply, urging me to leave my desk and sit beneath their nesting tree. This was not my planned writing, I had an entirely different topic in mind - but last year I made a promise to the neighborhood owls, that I would follow their voice to the best I'm able, responding to my own wild urge that thrills to their call.

and that's what I'm doing now, letting go of my own planned writing and offering a response with morning words, willingly resigning my original thoughts in order to keep my promise to the owls. This is a spirit call for me, an opportunity to embrace the spontaneous wilderness of my own nature, no longer subdued by previous commitments. 

when owls call...

in whatever way I'm able,

I respond. 

so with writing finished for the morning,

I step outside,

as the owls are still calling.

~

Peace, Eric

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Ultimate Cause

Ultimate cause:

karma, Sanskrit word meaning action, is almost always misunderstood as punishment for wrongful deeds or a reward for our good behavior. Of course action itself is impartial, there's no judgement here, and we're simply living within the results of infinite choices made. With this in mind, there's really no escape from karma, we're literally choice making machines, results following our every single cause. 

so it might seem hopeless. 

we're doomed to the effects of our choices.

except in light of our ultimate cause...

and that's only ever seen through the lens of love.

 in the Bhagavad Gita Krishna counsels Arjuna on the transformation of karma, telling him that it can't be escaped but there's a promise of transcending it through the process of surrendering our every action to the Lord. Here we can see that the term Lord means our ultimate cause and that everything that follows forth is an effect of God. 

that's our surrender.

God.

Love.

again, the ultimate cause of all.

A Course in Miracles urges us to not concern ourselves with the world of effects and to turn within and see that we've completely lost sight of the ultimate cause. We've made a god of fear and have given it all of our belief and faith, projecting it outwards as a false idol for our worship. 

but it's an illusion.

if the ultimate cause is love, that is what we must turn to, it's our surrender, and we forgive our way back to it's solution. That's when we see the light, our own, the source of every true effect. This when we turn away from illusions and it's projections, we've escaped the sin of karma and now see every action as a cause for extension. 

we surrender fully to the effects of love.

for that is solely what we truly are.

and all we have to give away.

~

Peace, Eric 

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Everything We Need

Everything we need: 

So the questions are - how much of our resentment is justified? Are our grievances measured by the amount of hurt we hold right now? Or from the satisfaction we seem to gain from the suffering of another who might have harmed us long before? 

our ego will cling to one answer.

yet our heart always offers something more...

forgiveness gives us everything we need.

the ego will always say that grievances matter, having us believe that they're a protective armor keeping us safe within a harden wall of pain. It's the very identity of the ego to harbor these beliefs, justifying it's existence through the protection it claims to offer. But forgiveness cracks us open, shattering the illusion that we're separate from others. Real forgiveness is not measured by time nor distance, it's inseparable from our original innocence, an event of quantum nature, entangled hearts of our true existence shining through. We suddenly find ourselves beyond the need of any fortification, unable to be contained by the previous walls of ego. 

forgiveness shatters our every wall.

and only love remains.

spacious.

all embracing.

giving us all we truly need.

`

Peace, Eric 

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Ego's Play

Ego's play: 

it seems the ego's plan is to always keep grievances alive, flourishing really, and with this there comes a sureness to its identity, that only by retaliation will our safety be found. Yet forgiveness derails this plan, surrendering grievances makes the ego obsolete and with this...

true freedom is found. 

we experience ourselves as only love.

of course it's a work in progress, and I find this true more than ever right now. At this point in my life my deep wish is to beyond grievances, my own, and being involved in others. Life doesn't work that way though, as long as the ego's in play there will always be vital work at hand. I could easily bemoan the fact that this is so, that after years, half a lifetime really, I am still enmeshed in ego's play of grievance. But that would miss the opportunity entirely - 

I am exactly where I need to be.

for whatever reason that it's so.

and as always...

my only role is to let go.

forgiving every grievance that is found.

~

Peace, Eric

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All the Way Down

All the way down: 

changed through forgiveness, a continuous practice but only because I'm still so drawn into my own petty concerns, grievances and resentments are now more clever in their appearance, and I often find myself caught in a subtle grip of self importance. Yet even with all this my joy has grown deeper and my smile more genuine than ever, I'm more relaxed, and forgiveness comes quick and unbidden to my mind. Mostly though...it's no longer really a practice.

at some point, and I don't know when exactly - I was changed through forgiveness, transformed really. By this I mean that it became no longer an option, it wasn't something that I did but now a deep reflection of what I truly am through all hours of the day. Of course, as mentioned above, there's still an awful lot of forgetting, quite often really, yet there's no punishment here, not even a resolve to do better. 

there's just forgiveness...

all the way down. 

~

Peace, Eric 

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Morning Prayer

Morning prayer: 

there's a morning prayer offered in A Course in Miracles that I dearly love - it takes the challenges of the day ahead and surrenders them to God, asking these questions:

"where would you have me go? What would you have me do? What would you have me say, and to whom? "

and with that, my role is over, I simply go where I'm directed, doing whatever is called for me to do, and speaking just the right words to those whom I meet along the way. What I most love about this prayer is that it could easily have been found in the Tao Te Ching, or the Bhagavad Gita. These are wisdom words asking for guidance from a greater source than mere ego, a non-dual stance of surrendering my own limited beliefs of a smaller self, and trusting in the intelligence of a truer self. 

it's just letting go...

and allowing life itself, 

in all of its spontaneous wonder, to take over.

the truth is, I often make a mess out of my little part of the world, thinking that I know best and forging ahead with my own ideas and plans. When I'm able to step aside and allow life, God, the Tao, to lead me in the right direction, providing me with proper words, the more apt I am to be happier and fulfilled. It's only when I cling to my own sense of knowing best that I make a mess of things. Yet I find that I still place my intuition and wisdom guidance aside and listen to my ego's voice, even after all these years and surely knowing better.

true surrender is hard it seems.

so each morning I pray...

where would you have me go? What would you have me do? What would you have me say, and to whom? 

and then I simply listen.

~

Peace, Eric

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