Awaken

Awaken: 

truly, forgiveness becomes the ultimate expression of Jhana yoga, being a deep means of self inquiry that takes us directly to the heart of the matter. This is forgiveness as taught by Jesus in A Course in Miracles, an entirely different practice than what's commonly known as forgiveness. What we're asked to do is to see beyond the perception of an open wound shared between us - to the reality of the seamless expression of love. Our true identity. One Self. Realizing who we really are makes animosity impossible, no grudges nor judgement exists within an open realm of pure awareness. So forgiveness simply asks us to be aware, to rest in the comfort of who we truly are - at least for the moment of our practice. And as we forgive, stringing these eternal points of practice together for a lifetime...

we awaken.

~

I love you, Eric

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Heart-Reach

Heart-reach:

I'm not exactly sure when I finally got it, truly understanding that it's the entire world that needs forgiven, and that my smallest part was to simply forgive each moment as it came to me. The initial stage of my practice was to confront the big issues that haunted me, paring them down to manageable thoughts of past events that could no longer hurt me in the present. I thought of forgiveness as a tool of self-improvement, a means of setting myself free from the resents of the past. And of course it certainly is an effective means of healing and I felt considerably better for my practice. But through years of deepening study of A Course in Miracles, developing a sincere and committed wish to opening fully to its message - 

forgiveness became what I offered to the world.

by this I mean that, while yes, there's still ongoing issues to forgive, it's a much deeper and ongoing practice that touches every aspect of my life. It's not about forgiving "things' or people, not solely at least - it's more profound, I see it now as a continuous meditation on the presence of the holiest of lights that shines from within us all, animates the world, expanding my heart-reach through every small act of grace and kindness. 

forgiveness is living in that heart-reach of love.

continuously so.

and even when I forget, as I still often do....it becomes another aspect of my practice.

just one more thing to be forgiven.

~

I love you, Eric

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Blessing the World

 

Blessing the World: 

the real is question is:

are you blessing the world with your practice, 

are you kinder,

gentler,

more patient in your care for others?

yes.

and still I continue with my practice.

~

those words above seemed to float towards me while I was sitting in meditation, the initial question asking if my practice is actually blessing the world or am I lost in the details of my daily rituals - it provided a wonderful opportunity to review the depth of my practice. Forgiveness is hands on affair between myself and the Holy Spirit, a continuous blessing that's quietly offered to the world. It's not showy or dramatic, no big rituals in place, nor are any invocations needed. I simply forgive at the first sign of any grievance or judgement, no matter how slight in their appearance, recognizing my own internal error of misjudgment, and then ask the Holy Spirit for help in its release. It's often a seamless practice now, more immediate than ever before - but not always. 

yet eventually, 

I always return to forgiveness.

so this has become my blessing to the world, that it's such a relief to no longer carry the weight of all those concerns, being released from petty judgement, my deep wounds healing, and letting go of each resentment as soon as it appears. I am lighter now, more at ease, and yes, kinder and more gentle - towards myself and to others. But it's a continuous practice, moment to moment, and it's that which actually brings me the greatest peace of mind. I no longer have to entertain a single grievance, not even for an instant, I can forgive, and forgive, and still forgive some more. 

as often as it's needed.

and with this my practice truly has become...

a blessing to the world.

~

I love you, Eric

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Arriving From Grace

Arriving from grace: 

yes, I am a bit surprised to find myself drawn to the rosary, with my own long time mantra now being replaced by an almost forgotten childhood prayer, beads slipping through my fingers in a silent count of trust. But it feels familiar too, ancient, even feral, as if I'm returning myself to the womb of the great mother herself. There are a few changes in the wording and process, a spontaneous replacement of the closing word "death" with what feels like a more natural expression - awakening. The Lords Prayer is most often omitted and as I reach those larger beads I am reminded instead of these oft repeated lines from A Course in miracles - I am not a body, I am free, as I am still as God created me. The prayer has become my own, it feels alive, 

and I allow the words to be whispered to me from their Source. 

indeed, arriving from grace.

blessing me.

~

I love you, Eric

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Rosary

Rosary: 

lately, and surprisingly, I have felt a call to return to prayer, a soft repetition of the Hail Mary counted on my mala beads. My Catholic days are far behind me, left back in childhood with my rosary - and even with my commitment to Jesus and A Course in Miracles I don't identify as Christian. I think there's a great need for the sacred feminine today, it feels vital that we invoke a healing force that calls for the opposite of what's being practiced right now.  Maybe I'm just being asked to play my part in these difficult times, to be a small link in a holy chain of invocation. 

it feels right.

soft and healing.

exactly what's needed...at least for me.

and so each morning, 

for however long I'm asked to do so - 

it's what I offer to the world.

~

I love you, Eric

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Beautiful Lines

Beautiful lines: 

and I trust that by the end of whatever time I spend here writing - that there'll be a few meaningful words arranged across this page, perhaps even a beautiful line or two that fill me with a small joy when I consider where they arrived from, having been inspiration sent, and given only to this quiet moment of writing. My great wish is to carry this trust even further now, with my entire life being a page and receiving only those beautiful lines whispered by the Holy Spirit. 

it starts here,

with an empty page...

and my trust in inspiration.

~

I love you, Eric

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My Practice

My practice: 

it's the simplicity of true forgiveness that makes it such a viable path, everything's forgiven, an entire world dreamed into existence is subject to my practice. The most challenging part with this was coming to terms with what forgiveness means here, as it's not the traditional pardoning that I once offered others for their wrongdoings. It's a much deeper practice of clear seeing all the way through to the very spirit of the matter - and that's meant literally, refusing to believe in the illusion of body, the myth of the world's solidness, and only dealing with the subtle force of love. 

forgiveness is my return to love.

repeatedly so.

and in every situation.

here's the simplicity of this practice as stated so beautifully in the introduction of A Course in Miracles: 

²Nothing real can be threatened.
³Nothing unreal exists. (ACIM, T-in.2:2-3)

so forgiveness is seeing what is real and true about each other, relating only to that which exists independently from whatever issues are at hand. It's a silent communication of the Holy Spirit's goal of recognition and looking past the discord of the ego. Whatever appears to be solid is forgiven, anything that seems to threaten is given to the Holy Spirit for its truth to be shown. 

my practice is living in the peace of God.

it's so simple:

anything that takes me from this...is forgiven.

and that's my practice.

~

I love you, Eric

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