Of My Doubt

Of My doubt:

of my doubt - and with this I try and stay mindful of beliefs, to cultivate uncertainty with the realization that there is so much to the world that is just unknowable. I include myself to this, belonging as much to mystery as any other point of the universe. Every truth is held as fragile, ready to break at any moment's further revelation. This is my own introspection, examining anything I demand to be certain, each belief that tries to rule my world. 

with doubt - I am free in my surrender.

of course I live my life with much that's taken for granted. There are degrees of doubt and relative meaning to every truth. Reality shows a solid world for my me to live in and yet instantly too everything is largely space and swirling particles. I place my trust in the solid state of reality and the while reside more honestly in the spaciousness of existence. 

my aim is to take the edge off any certainty; to allow mystery to play its role more fully and for grace to find me always ready. With this I hold my demands of life lightly, everything to the point of being let go, surrendered to a greater understanding. I am doubtful of my every wish to be right and certain in situations that are simply beyond my control. 

it's all really pretty simple; nothing has to be just so.

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Peace, Eric