Question of worthiness:
it's never a question of worthiness, as if we couldn't belong in a world that includes all and everything without a single bias. We belong too, and more, we are equal in this welcome with every other aspect that's found here. Truly, if any one thing is welcomed than all must follow. There are no lines drawn in this inclusion, no true lines exist.
everything belongs by virtue of existence.
of course there are times, perhaps often, when we don't believe we're worthy - it's subtle distinction made between worth and our belonging. It's doubt. As if through infinite workings creation came to make this one mistake, that somehow we exist but don't belong. This is our belief in being separate from life, set apart as being special, and yet at the very same time to doubt our very worth.
there's only life.
once we see this, deeply see - there is no doubt that we belong and that our worthiness is beyond real question. We are life, an aware aspect of its totality. In this regard, we are no different than a flower, and there is no question of their worth. Nor of ours.
our permission is to doubt, to ask the question of worthiness - it brings us back to our foundation, a return to simply being. Doubt shows us what we're not, and there's no escape from the conclusion of existence. We exist. To question why will never negate this. We exist because a flower does too, because the flow of life allowed for us to bloom. There doesn't have to be a reason.
our bloom is worthiness expressed.
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Peace, Eric
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