An Aware Function

An aware function:

that I am functioning, and at every level this is so - from a cellular point to the exchange of breath and air, everything functions as the whole, complete, as if the world's a larger body still. But what I truly find myself to be is an aware function, an aspect that knows something of itself, a seamless piece of the whole somehow awakening to it all. 

it's seeing myself as life, and by this I mean the soul of living things, that underlying expression that animates from cells to stars. This isn't some mystical life force, it's not a hidden essence, but simply life in the complexities of its flow. Of course to find myself part of this, and more a function that is aware of itself in such a unique and individual way - is indeed mystical and hidden too from my understanding of why this is so. 

I only know myself as life. 

so this all seems to be a great functioning, not really parts, it's all too seamless to broken in such ways - life is no organic machine that grinds on for its own completion. There's something magical here, and that I am an aware function seem greater than an accident. Perhaps every cell has it's own awakening and this is just my moment. It all functions too beautifully, perfectly, for me to be surprised. 

to only know myself as life is an epiphany in few words, right here and written now is my great secret - myself, as life, and somehow I've come to know. Anyway the words come to be arranged it's so. I am the whole, functioning in small order. I am an individual, an aspect of life, working through the completion of it all. It's all the same thing. And of this..I am function, found aware. 

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Peace, Eric