More Apt As Motion

More apt as motion: 

and to this authentic self, fluid, more apt as motion than to be considered any one thing at all - this is nothing really to strive for, each moment it's found exactly as we are. Authenticity is the moment expressed through all of its insistence, whatever's present and demanding to be known. This moment is what we are, and even now we are already shifting to a new expression, with no attachment to what's past, and just as authentic as whatever came before. 

more apt as motion.

this is our cause to relax, to give up any wish to be a true self at all - right now we are a swirl of energy somehow gathered as an appearance, we are a communication of cells, an attraction of particles that lend themselves as form. Mostly we occur through empty space. Nowhere is an authentic self found, not a single cell lasting for the length of life, every atom of our existence once belonged to something other and will again someday. It seems our true self is continuation, travel, and always changing its expression. We are more aptly told as motion, not a self, nothing static. 

authentic by our absence. 

our great belief (so often) is that we must be something other than our faults, or appear in some light that shows are true esteem. We strive to be authentic through the midst of reality, discounting each moment that displays our worst behavior, always seeking to find a better version of ourselves. Yet every instant is honest, real, and most importantly - fluid. We are every version of reality, not a self but the liquid expression of each moment, shifting, expanding past any single notion that ties us to a set point of existence. We are too vast to be authentic, too honest to be anything other than what we truly are at every given moment. 

what we are...

is more aptly told as motion. 

~

Peace, Eric