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Open flesh rosy and pulsating
Shards of bone crunching
You become one with the pain
It is all you know
Confined to a bed
Thoughts swirling in my head
Parts of my body have been stolen from me
Tingling skin, sensations anew
Raw from the inside out
Numb to reality
Floating away from my body
Living in a world unseen
Shaky first steps
I am still the pain
Propelling through this wall of torment
I tread lightly, vibrating
Energy inside me waiting to burst forth
Become more stable
Rest in my cocoon
Sleep comes, a relief to the body
Many moons later
I trudge forward
I still carry the pain each day
In my heart and body
Scars tell the story
A map of the past
Skin closed, bumpy
Explosive blackness still peppers my skin
Always a reminder of the struggle
Each day to get up and push through
Spirit returns to the body
Acceptance of my new beauty
This tragic story told on my young body
It has become part of who I am
It no longer dictates who I will become
Embracing all of myself.
Shards of bone crunching
You become one with the pain
It is all you know
Confined to a bed
Thoughts swirling in my head
Parts of my body have been stolen from me
Tingling skin, sensations anew
Raw from the inside out
Numb to reality
Floating away from my body
Living in a world unseen
Shaky first steps
I am still the pain
Propelling through this wall of torment
I tread lightly, vibrating
Energy inside me waiting to burst forth
Become more stable
Rest in my cocoon
Sleep comes, a relief to the body
Many moons later
I trudge forward
I still carry the pain each day
In my heart and body
Scars tell the story
A map of the past
Skin closed, bumpy
Explosive blackness still peppers my skin
Always a reminder of the struggle
Each day to get up and push through
Spirit returns to the body
Acceptance of my new beauty
This tragic story told on my young body
It has become part of who I am
It no longer dictates who I will become
Embracing all of myself.
Emily Kerstetter
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