Everything's Forgiven

Everything's forgiven: 

and so now I'm beginning to recognize my own call for healing, finally, my attacks thoughts subdued to eventual surrender and a gentle peace is found. I recognize that only my most loving thoughts are true, anything else and I am calling for help in a language not my own and with little hope of actually being heard. This is a very subtle understanding, recognizing my defensiveness, the smallest judgement, and every resentment held longer than the swifest moment is an appeal for healing. For a long time I've been able to spot this in another and immediately begin to offer forgiveness, even if it seemed to take some time at least the recognition was there and my heart would start to soften. 

yet my own cries were far too unheard.

long ignored.

and worse,

believing I was undeserving of any healing.

what changed for me was...you.

my forgiving practice has finally reached me, turned inward in its focus, and it's only because I so sincerely wanted to see the light of God within you. In everyone. And this became a beautiful self reflecting gem, an Indra's net of forgiveness that couldn't help but to eventually find me. So now I am internally focused upon healing, mindful of the littest shift towards excluding myself from any healing or aspect of forgiveness.. I am so grateful for my every reflection that's offered in the guise of another. I see myself in you...and everything's forgiven.

finally.

thank you, thank you, thank you.

~

I love you, Eric

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Thank you.