Right Now

Right now: 

right now I'm asked to trust, to have faith that nothing essential is ever taken from me, and love will provide for my every need - even as I feel otherwise. This is a period of deep loneliness for me, an almost overwhelming sense of being lost and alone in a frightening world. Honestly, I'm afraid, and even a little faith seems to be a reach to far for me to offer.

and yet, 

that's exactly what is asked of me. 

so the mystery, right now, is if it's possibly to surrender so completely, trusting that indeed, there is a world beyond the fearful one that I've created - and that love prevails. I don't know, and I guess that's the nature of trust...my answer only comes by letting go. 

and seeing what follows. 

right now, I'm afraid, feeling broken, alone...and I don't want to let go of one more thing, to lose what it is that I cherish so deeply. My trust is fragile. Barely a soft whisper through a shouting fear.

but right now...

it's all I have to reach for.

~

I love you, Eric

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