A Little Willingness

A little willingness: 

so I'm asked to surrender even this, there's no exceptions here, and my most cherished relationships are certainly included. Yes this isn't really a letting go, nothing is truly lost, only transformed beyond illusions to reality, from a special relationship to one holier still.

I'm asked to love more deeply now.

no exceptions made.

of course from the ego's perspective this isn't easier, and yes, I'm still firmly in the ego's camp. There's fear in this surrender. I'm afraid of loss, of being alone, totally so. And the instinct is to hold firm, to tug everything back towards my safety and never let go. 

yet God thinks otherwise. 

this is where the Holy Spirit comes in, that symbol of an all exclusive love, a mediator between where I find myself now, lost within a dream of separation, and the reality of everything being seamlessly one, already connected to the source of love. My task, and no it's not an easy one. is to turn my special relationships over to the Holy Spirit, again not letting go of that which I love...but to have just a little willingness, a small amount of faith...

trust.

and what's promised, what's whispered to me now as I cling so firmly to the past - is that there's a touch of heaven here, and that it's only found through my surrender. I'm asked to trust. And to be honest, yes, I'm still afraid, even as my heart loosens in it's grip...

with just a little willingness.

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I love you, now and always, Eric.

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