Asking for a Miracle

Asking for a Miracle: 

so the question I find myself most often asking these days is on varying themes of letting go, maybe it's my age, as loss now feels more keen and frequent, and there's so much I still wish to hold on to. What I'm asking, seeking guidance from the Holy Spirit, is how do I let go of this, and it's a most cherished relationship, or something of the highest value, essential really - and the answer that arrives, one that satisfies but, of course, makes it no easier...

nothing needs to be let go of.

I'm simply asking the wrong question.

what I need to ask for is a miracle, another way of seeing these always shifting perceptions of life. I'm at my greatest loss right now, just a few years since my father's passing, news of close friends who have lost their last battles, financial uncertainty, and my most loving relationship no longer seeming so secure. I don't know how to let go. I don't want to let go. This loss, with more certainly to come, is all too much for me to bear. 

especially alone. 

I really do need a miracle. 

and here's the guidance given - I'm never asked to let go of anything, surrendering the people I most love, the possessions I cherish is beyond my capabilities. I'm only asked to love, that it, to just love myself through the hurt of each situation, being kind to myself, tender, and allow the hurt to open me further to an even greater love than before. That's the miracle, My present perception is so small, limited, and I'll never see past the pain that's here right now. That's okay. I don't have to. 

my only task is to love. 

trusting beyond perception. 

if it ever feels like too much...and it so often does.

I ask for a miracle once more.

~

I love you, Eric 

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