I'm Sorry, and I Love You

I'm sorry, and I love you: 

I don't mind sharing my struggles, although it took a long while to be able to even share them with myself, as if admitting them would make me less spiritual than I truly hoped to be. In review, this wasn't really bypassing, it just seemed that certain issues existed on the borderland of my awareness, not quite ready to be exposed to the light of forgiveness. Of course there were many hidden emotional bombshells as well, so deeply buried that it's taken years to know be acknowledged. Even the most obvious ones are still a work in progress, not quite gone, but easily managed with forgiveness and a smile. The point is, that really, I'm a perfect A Course in Miracles student, flawed of ego, yet sincerely committed to the practice of true forgiveness - meaning that I see my light beyond the flaws, and that every deep wound carries the potential for a great healing. As I forgive everything that comes to the surface of my attention, accepting wounds and flaws for the opportunities that they are....

and so my heart break more than just a little, cracks that now expose a long hidden light that was meant for all the world, meant for specifically for you, and that we were supposed to heal together. My heart breaks in kindness and with a soft compassion that spills through the light and reaches out to you. My struggles were really yours, and I'm sorry, I just didn't know...but I do now, and I love you. 

I love you.

 may we meet again in the light of this awareness, healing together, forgiving, laughing at the thought that we could ever have ever kept this light hidden from ourselves, let alone each other. May we meet again, lovingly, so that I can say I'm sorry, I did't see your struggles,

 I didn't even see my own. 

but I love you, 

I love you,

to everyone that's encountered...

I love you.

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