Math

Math; 

it fascinates me that some deep aspects of reality, a description of the function of the universe, can best be expressed through a mathematical formula. I have little aptitude for math, never progressing far with it in school and through the years after had little appreciate for its use aside from the basics that were needed, and even these were handled with no small amount of struggle. Math doesn't suit me. And yet I find that it expresses me so absolutely well. 

not that I understand it, not even a little bit, it's well beyond what my brain is capable of comprehending. But the mind itself is composed of math, information, performing the actuality of mathematics at a level of perfection. Everything is, effortlessly so, in reality we are mathematical geniuses, constructing the entire concept of a universe from scratch and then participating in its flow of ideas and understanding. It's not that we know we're doing this, not conceptually, and there's no need too, it's simply what we are, it's lived, expressed perfectly so through all we do.

everything. 

really, math is just a language, a way of communicating reality through shape, structures, information and numbers. It exists, and yet it doesn't, not independently so, it's not an actual thing that resides outside of us, again it's a language and we're mathematical creatures, speaking it fluently, effortlessly. It's the language of who we are, constantly expressed through the very fabric of the cosmos. 

and with a single equation an entire universal force can be shown, explained by this mathematical language, comprehended in a deep and meaningful way. That's the power of math, and even more so it's the innate power of what we most truly are, that in reality we are a mathematical expression, a gathering of ideas and information given the illusion of form. We 're not contained by an equation, that's only a symbol of a point within an infinite field of reality. Math provides us an easy name, a useful way of communicating our existence in the vastness of the universe. It's more of a demonstration than an actual explanation, as our ultimate truth remains a mystery without need of being solved. 

we are.

existence itself.

being.

and it's really that easy for us to know.

perhaps math does suit me after all. 

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Peace, Eric