Laughing Myself Awake

Laughing myself awake: 

and finally, I'm remembering to laugh again, natural, joyfully, and it's bringing me home. The beautiful cosmology of A Course in Miracles tells me that the world I see and experience now isn't really here and it's creation never actually happened. It was a tiny mad idea of separation, an impossibility so absurd that the child of God should have immediately laughed at such a thought. However, in that briefest instant of imagination we cast a crazy dream upon ourselves and now believe that it is real. 

so here we are, 

an idea taken quite seriously.

lately though, there's been a gentle laughter in this dream. 

I'm remembering that I'm already home.

still asleep, but stirring, 

with my thoughts drifting towards light, experiencing the early effects of dawn...and now unable to take this dream quite so seriously. It's my own laughter that's waking me to the innocence of dawn, and that which is still asleep begins to be seen as no more than the craziest part of this dream. I have no idea when this longest of imagined nights might be over. It doesn't really matter. I'm home right now, safe, dreaming, yes, but gently, joyfully...

laughing myself awake.

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I love you, Eric 

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Tiny Mad Idea

Tiny mad idea: 

my own tiny mad idea, repeatedly played through the mind as my every belief of being separated from the love of God. This is the continuous cosmology of the ego, how my own little universe expands in limitations and keeps me feeling cut off from source. And that's all it is, an entire thought system being just a tiny mad idea that's somehow gained traction to the point of self-belief. 

and yet,

in the absence of these thoughts of separation...

I am.

and only God is found. 

~

I love you, Eric

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